Self conscious attention seeker.

You know when men say that women are complicated and we sigh and say something like "dont be stupid were easy to keep happy, it's really not hard". Well stay with me a moment ladies. I disagree. I am ridiculously complicated. I am a person so full of conflicting thoughts and I actually think I've got about 20 different sides to me, seriously, James McAvoy in split has a rival. And I suddenly come out with new characters all the time. I am a walking paradox. I cannot make a decision so dont ever ask me what takeaway I want, where to go, what to wear, which restaurant to eat in. I dont know ok. I am also very self conscious and overly sensitive. I get the statement all the tine; "you're am escort you have to be confident." Well let me tell you this, I am not. Its all an act. Just had to get that off my chest. I walk into a room and at that point when I meet a person for the first time that I decide who I am going to be that evening. Dont knock it until you've tried it. It got me through my prison sentence. I acted my way through it. Give it a go.  It might just work